| Rumbling |
[Oct. 12th, 2006|04:55 pm] |
Mah. Times call for stupid rambling about nothing. It has got something to do with caffeine and the longing for social contact. I have a group of friends here though but I guess it's just that I'm going to a show tonight with a guy I went on a date with (yes, I even go dating) but whom I am not interested in and he knows it so it's nothing to worry about, I think, at least I'm not gonna worry. That's what I'm thinking now anyway, but who knows what will be going through my mind while sitting at the same table as him? I'll probably get all paranoid because that's what todays been like, at least to some degree, because today I had two midterm exams in Sociology and they both went fine but I've just not been together and sort of not in control. Dinah says I'm out of control but that's not it, they are different things.
Anywho, I'm going to a show tonight (Gilbert Gottfried is doing stand-up) with a guy who was a date and whom I'm not into, and it makes me wish I was into someone. However, recent discovery that I tend to be sort of different characters from day to day kinda rules out relationships. Should go for sporadic contacts with strangers, I guess, but then I have to become more comfortable with hanging with strangers.
Class. |
|
|
| Squeek |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|02:15 pm] |
Wtf? Someone is playing a bagpipe. |
|
|
| Sentimentality |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:50 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | life, love, music | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | emotional | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pet Shop Boys - Always On My Mind | ] |
Wanted: lover to associate with Pet Shop Boys' 'Always On My Mind'. Victor will never be mine; it seems none of us want that. It's a beautiful memory (end of Stockholm Pride 2005, he was the DJ, I danced) but as it's so unrewarding to think about it I should replace it with other connotations, because I truly love that song.
I'm leaving in two weeks. Most of my friends I won't see for a year. I'm getting sappy. |
|
|
| Art |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|10:53 pm] |
Maybe I shouldn't give up on art. I mean, I am to study Art History in the fall so obviously I haven't, but I sort of lost interest a while ago. But after having heard interviews with provocative politicians and artists I am beginning to feel that I might be willing to voice the opposition, or more precisely to do it in a way that gets attention, namely art. Writing is more likely to go by unnoticed and, perhaps, a more cowardly way to express oneself in. |
|
|
| Gay at Work |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|03:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | House | ] |
Need boyfriend to talk about at work as new co-worker is homophobic and just dumb in general. If you are interested, please leave number and photo in comment. |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
skylinesander's journal